Excited

What a busy month…

I’ve already finished my contract at Tri-Isys and now there’s only 4weeks remain for the Beach Party of Henshiken™. This coming December lot of expenses are expected, gifts for my godchild; expenses for the event and expenses for application.  Of course it’s clear that my money should be expend wisely and first thing is first right?

This coming Christmas and New Year, I’m expecting something different from my past. I want something new and something I didn’t imagine at all. Love life will be in the side, career will be on the center table. That is my plan. But how can I do that if I see my self as a small fry?

I know what to do but I don’t know how to start. I know  that I am the only one who can answer this, but I am still wanting you to help me. Pray for me, pray for me so that the Gods light will shine for me.

Digging the Black Hole

I’m still not in the mood doing things right.

I’m still not in my self holding things right.

I’m still not in here hearing those things.

I’m still here looking for the right things,

even I’m playing a little dumb.

I am a sinner who should be penalize, those sin aren’t forgivable as I look to it. I don’t know why I’m doing things like that, am I that kind of human? or I am just a coward who always play dumb? I know the rules and the teaching but still I’m walking in the different part. Can anyone help me find my self back? or should I need to realize that for my self?

I’m loving the blank state. It is calm, quite and like a water who follows it’s container. Yeah.. maybe my own container is not good for this blank state as I’m doing. I don’t know, I feel that I’m loosing a very important part of me as being a human and part of my treasured memory, but I don’t know what is that missing piece.

I’m still in a coma. I can’t decide on my own. I am just a puppet of my body right now. What I thinking for my self is just an illusion after all.

Could anyone help me find those missing part of me that even my self don’t know what is missing from me.

I’m still hoping.

I’m still wanting my self as my illusion.

I’m still want to walk in that path.

I’m still looking for my self.

Please understand me more zinc.

-illusion 1:2

Kimagure Princess

I am sorry for my self for posting at my blog once a blue moon. Busy as always, I don’t know how to divide my time to do my shore. I am here to post what I’ve saw in my dream and it is all about my “Kimagure Princess” .

This past few days, I always think my ideal girl which I called my Kimagure Princess / Fictional Princess. I mold my imaginary happiness based on my favorite Idol in Hello! Project. Every time I think of her (more or less my self satisfactory illusion) I found my self in the middle of happiness. Of course no one will create an illusion for themselves to feel lonely. Every day passes I burn each of the details in my mind.

I didn’t recognize that I’ve fallen from my illusion, I even unconsciously mold her image. The first part that molds in my mind is her eyes. I know that this is a illusion because no person can obtain that. Fifteen minutes of unconsciousness that mold the first image and make my Kimagure in real fantasy.

I can’t forget those eyes that strikes through me. It was solemn, warm, and fierce at the same time. The color of sunflower covered those eyes that makes me chill and feel warmth after the breezing chill. The yellow clover field struck me through fantasies. I know it is madness to be fallen in thy illusion, but I am still hoping that my Kimagure Princess will become real.

- Illusion 1:1 v9.24 .09

I turned into 12 reverse.

Indeed, even though I don’t want; I cannot stop the time just for my self. It’s a new arc of my life right now, those sweet lies and promises will be burried for good. A new chapter has arrive and I have to write in clearly and much plainer. This is my goal for this year: 1. Live my life into it’s fullest 2. Be a clear as milk. 3. Remove the negative buffs

This year is much simple and much greedy. All I want is just for my self, all things in my mind is just for my self. Maybe this is the preparation for my future.  I want to live into my best in a simple but with a grandeur experience. Can I wish to be more greedy this time? I am not crossing into other world but I really want to be greedier this year.  I want to live a peaceful life with people around the world. I know it’s too greedy, I can’t live with all of them but I really want to see their peaceful face before we realize that we are a sinner. Maybe God will forgive me for being greedy. All I want is too see a life with full of contentment in the face.

 

“Forgive the sinner oh God, forgive all of us.”

i HATE rain

Yes I really hate rain. It disturb my happiness in life, not only me but all of us are affected by the rain. When it is raining all students are affected, commuters are affected, office workers are affected, manpower are affected, traffic are affected, signal are affected…. lot of things & peaople are affected by the heavy rain. It is nice to see a rain once a while, but during heavy rain.. even though there is no storm around.. this is a distrubance in our life. Well this is the thing that we should dwell in our entire life because it is the law of nature. All the bad effect of the heavy rain can be avoid by thinking wisely and act properly in the right time and in the right place.

First thing, we can catch a cold in rainy season.. how can we avoid this thing? Our body should be protected by nutritous food and vitamins that can block and strengthen our immune system, Vitamin C is the best thing to take and “Discipline”.

This is the most important thing to be done, Discipline. Not all of us can afford those vitamins and foods that can protect our body in such viruses and sickness but we can avoid those by using our own discipline.

Going to somewhere? ►►► Take cover.

Don’t have a protection gear for the rain? ►►► Wait for the right time before you leave.

Stranded? ►►► Just be cool and wait.

Handling the situation better can save us. Even though I knew that thing I really hate the rain. Each sound of drops makes me feel hearing a hundred bells ringing in front of me. My body wants to lay down in bed to rest. The visions of my eyes are becoming dull. And makes me totally sick as everytime the rain strikes hard. 

I did experience playing in the middle of the rain but those happiness feels empty inside. For me rainy is like mourning of the mother earth. The earth that suffers from different chemical reaction, reaction that caused by people who is irresposible in their experiments. Bombarding the sea, mountains, terrains as if they owned those space. As what computer do, “Garbage In – Garbage Out”. Maybe we can’t feel the result for today, but in the future I am sure that it has an effect. Just like ice that has been put outside the freezer, it takes time before the ice melt, it takes time before the solid becomes liquid, it takes time before the venom reach in our vital points, it takes time before we arrive in our destination.

Rain in cities is different in the rain in the top of the mountains.

 

i HATE rain

I am a busy man.

The month of August has come to an end, finally my month is here. Last month is full of dilemma and busy days. Lot of things happen, I found new friends do such things, also become a new fan of a certain Japanese Idol, listen in a new music (of course J-Pop), and Wonder Girls (from Korea) became popular here but still I’m not their fan (don’t ask me why it’s clear), I’ve downloaded a lot of videos of Momuso and it took 30gb all of them (actually I’m not yet finish), etc.. etc..

So August is full of happiness, loneliness and excitement for me. I’m looking forward for this month to more excitement and new things to come. My birthday is near but I don’t want to celebrate it (lol). Still my life is full of music of Yui Yoshioka, her four album is in my mp4, that playlist is the only playlist I play when I’m using that mp4 (I’m listening at my mp4 when I go to work [8/5] after that when I open my WMP it’s automatically plays the music of Yui) well I’m not addicted to Yui I’m just a fan.. just a fan.. (lol).

Well before ending the month of August I’ve read also a book titled “The Alchemist” by Paulo Coehlo and “Kapitan Sino?” by Bob Ong. They story are both great, specially the book of PC. Also I read a comment list of something special for me (just for me) and I didn’t like the comment (just to make it short “I don’t want to be compare with others.”).

Past is past, so I’m leaving the month of August 2009 in my past and learn thru it. I am happy because I lived my life into it’s fullest in that month even though there is some dilemma (it is a part of life!).

Also my playlist is going to end and the last music playing is “Again” by Yui. That is her new song from the album “Again” after returning in her hiatus in her career.

Here a picture I made which I will share, make sure we all learn thru this.

Cry now as you can because in adulthood it's too embarrassing to do crying.

Into the fullest º

I thought I ain't missing this girl

Another day is to end, and I lived my day into it’s fullest. I am satisfy on what I’ve done and a little bit dishonored on my sin. As a reward for my self, I edited that picture to remind me of my friend that is important for me. There’s a little story to tell about me and that girl.

I made a friendship to her because I really like her not to be as my girlfriend but to be my companion. As the day passes and our relation get into it, I feel little different as my purpose into her life I think that I liked her to be my girl. I cannot tell if my decision is right or wrong but because of complication she decided to take a distance from me for a reason that she didn’t tell me. She just whispered on me that she is a sinner and she can’t make a decision for us, she doesn’t want to tell what was the problem behind her. She just decided to take a different part for what I took.

I really don’t understand what happen to us, that is why I missing her right now. I pity my self on what I did on those day, I didn’t show what is the best part of me as a friend. I didn’t care at all that is what I feel. Right now I just need to move on. Face the day tommorow and live my life into it’s fullest. I will just pray her and the others for their salvation in life.

This day is super for me, another day live into it’s fullest. That’s what I do and needed to be done.

Conversation of Unknown

A little conversation between me and my friend. This is just a normal conversation between friends, in this conversation she teaches me on how to make a sweet talk with your friend. Enjoy reading the conversation (sorry for the viewer who can’t understand my local language). This conversation reminds me on how we became friends, actually I haven’t met her yet personally but I know she’s a nice person.

…. shiela lemla: anung pic?
zinc: ung mei ksma ka..
shiela lemla: ai yan pden.
zinc: klasm8 mu ata..
shiela lemla: ou..
shiela lemla: ci tifa..
zinc:
shiela lemla:
zinc: bezzy mo?
shiela lemla: ahha.
shiela lemla: ndende.
zinc: haha.. kla ko bezzy mo.. lague ko nakikita sa mga pic mo kc eh.. xD
shiela lemla: ou nga andme nmen peksyur o sdjng mhlig lan aku mgpic
zinc: haha.. adec ka kase sa peksyur eh..
shiela lemla: tgal na.
zinc: haha.. buti maganda ung camera kundi.. haha..
shiela lemla:  ocge na nga
zinc: haha.. joke lang nmn.. cute ka tlga sa mga pic.. xD
shiela lemla: nang uto na oh..
zinc: haha.. hindi cute ka tlga..
shiela lemla: sang anggulo
zinc: kapag birds view.. haha..
shiela lemla: ai.
zinc: haha..
shiela lemla: tsk2. penge nlng ako ung mlupet na kument.
zinc: sa fs? hehe.
shiela lemla: san u gsto?
shiela lemla:
zinc: facebook.. haha.. cge.. magiisip ako ng mabute.. antay antay mo lang.. xD
shiela lemla: ocge. hhntyin ko yan anggang mhalin mo ko ha..
shiela lemla:
zinc: mahal na kaya kita nuon pa man..
shiela lemla:
shiela lemla:
zinc: haha..
shiela lemla:  wla ako msbe . tsk
zinc: haha..  ganyan tlga minsan.. titigan mo muna ung screen.. haha..
zinc: ako kapag wala akong masabe.. iniisip lang kita..
shiela lemla:  **screen ?
zinc: monitor.. haha..
shiela lemla: oo nga bket cnu ba nsa monitor?
shiela lemla: *kninung monitor?
shiela lemla: wahaha
shiela lemla: nguluhan ako dun ha
zinc: ung monitor mo.. haha.. titigan mo lang.. bka may bigla ka lang maisip.. haha..
shiela lemla: haha. okeeeey.
shiela lemla: kumaen k na?
zinc: hindi kba nabusog?
shiela lemla: hnd ako busugin ee..
zinc: kya pla hindi ako gaano nabusog..
shiela lemla: gnun n nga.
zinc: hehe.. ano gwa mo now?
shiela lemla: iniicp ka..
shiela lemla:
zinc: prehas parin tau ng ginagwa..
shiela lemla:  iisa kse ung puso’t icp nten.
zinc:
zinc: kambal?
zinc: haha
shiela lemla: Tuko.
shiela lemla:
zinc: haha..
shiela lemla: wla ako mkwento. hnd ako snai na hnd mgsslita. inshort madaldal ako. alm ko un.,
zinc: haha.. tapos wla k nmn makwento
zinc: kwento ka ng buhay mo.. haha.. pra madami na ako alam seio..
shiela lemla: san mu ba gsto ko umpishan?
shiela lemla: haha.
shiela lemla: nung nsa tyan palang ako ng nnai ko?
zinc: sa unang panahon..
shiela lemla: nung unang panahon, hnd pa daw uso ang natural na mbuhai sa mundo kya pinanganak akong abnormal, isa kong pre-matured baby.  7mants 2 mants sa incubator kaya aun lauto ako ng bongga. o db? at kalbo ku nun, ngng pre-matured ako kse my chorva ko sa puso, haha! un na un butas puso ko cnira mu kse ee. :c uhmm. tpos aun 3 plang aq saling pusa na ko sa skul ng kua ko.. (pag aari nya?) haha! (hnd.. dun kse xa ng aaral) bunso ako 4 kmeng original. tpos my isang sabet(aun xa na 2loi bunso) uhmm. mdaldal ako mtgal na..
shiela lemla: mmya ung part2. kpag ng react k na..
shiela lemla: TYPO**luto ako ng bongga
zinc: haha.. may saket k pla sa puso.. blak p nmn kita gulatin.. haha.. atleast maganda pagkakaluto nila sau sa incubator.. haha.. naging genius pa at 3plang skooling na.. xD
shiela lemla: haha. khet nmn 3 plang ako nun wla den ako n22nan.  ok lang gulatin mo ko.. mg paalm ka lang ng konti pra d gnun ung pagkkgulat ko.
zinc: haha.. edi bwal k pla sa alak?  hehe..  bawal ka din mapagod..
zinc: naku lagi ka pa naman tumatakbo sa puso’t isipan ko..
shiela lemla: hnd nmn tlga ko umiinum e. SINCE BIRTH. (ikaw na bhala kung mnniwla ka, d kta ppilitin) khit itanung mu pa kai abitot.  ok lang mpagod my tubig k nmn ata sa baga e. mkkiinum nlng ako.
zinc: haha.. sabi mo di ka umiinom? pano ung tubig? harhar..
shiela lemla: tubig ibgsbhn. **iba ang alak sa tubig.
zinc: iniinom pa din.. hahaha..
zinc: xD ok lang malinis naman baga ko.. hindi ka malalason.. xD
shiela lemla: ok lang malason ako bsta manntili ako sa tabi mow.
zinc: naku.. ayaw ko ngang matulog sa may sementeryo..
zinc:
shiela lemla: pde nmn sainyo nlng ah.
zinc: haha.. kapag nalason ka sa tubig ng baga ko.. handa na lang ako madaming pormalin.. haha..
zinc: xD change topic nga..
zinc: ayaw ko ng ganito.. haha.. parang namamaalam eh..
shiela lemla: **ayaw sa patai.
zinc: hahaha..
shiela lemla: ocge. anu pa ba?
zinc: ayaw ko kayang mauna ka sakin..
zinc: dapat sabay tayo para sweet.. hahaha
shiela lemla: sumunod ka nlng.
zinc:
shiela lemla:
zinc: haha.. wala ka na naman ma kwento no..
shiela lemla: oo gsto ko kse live.  kso bka d na ko 2mgil..
zinc: hahaha.. ayos nga un eh.. prang radyo ng buhay..
shiela lemla: haha. tsk anu pa ba pwede kosbhn ?
shiela lemla: ahh.
shiela lemla: gnto nlng
shiela lemla: ikaw nmn ang mgkwqento mkikinig ako.
zinc: saan mo gusto magsimula kwento?
zinc: hahaha
shiela lemla: sa dulo.
shiela lemla: pablik sa mundo ko.
zinc: pabalik.. haha.. sige..
shiela lemla:
shiela lemla: daleeeeeeee na.
zinc: ka chat ko ung lagi kong iniisip ngaun… pro bago ngyari un nakilala ko sya dahil sa kaibigan ko ung kaklase nya na si abitot.. naging kaibigan ko si aby nung college, as in close kame ewan q kung baket.. sa ccm pa kme nun.. mga mongoloid kame eh hindi ngaral ng mabuti pero nakatapos naman din sa awa ni god.. pro bago ako makapasok sa ccm madami ako pinagdaanan na katamaran.. un lang kasi kinuhanan ko ng entrance exam.. haha.. dahil na rin tinatamad ako maglalakad kasi mahilig ako sa bahay.. nagsawa na ako kalalabas ng 3 iba’t ibang high skool ang pinasukan ko hindi dahil na ddrop ako.. dahil lumilipat kame kung saan-saan.. ganun din nung elementary galing manila napuntang probinsya tapos balik manila.. dba kapagod? kya gusto ko sa bahay lang tulad nuong bata pa ako naglalaro lang…..
zinc: sa labas ng bahay.. (wala pang saplot, bata pa eh..) haha.. pero masaya nung pagkabata parang nuong bininyagan ako nuong 1yr old ako.. xD pero walang sing saya ang kasiyahan ng magulang ko ng ipinanganak ako at tumimbang ng 8pounds pero ng lumaki.. (parang hindi nga eh..) maliit pa din.. biruin mo sa 3 ako sa 4 pero aq pinaka malaki nung pinanganak ng lumaki pinaka maliit.. weird dba.. sing weird ng pagkwento ko simula sa latest papuntang luma.. haha..
zinc: napagod ako.. xD drama ng status mo huh.. haha..
zinc: amfufu.. nwalan ulet ng browsing.. reset lng aq ng router nmn.. :3
zinc: brb
zinc: eim back..
shiela lemla: * oh ayan na pinalitan ku na. kun susumahin pla nuh? abnormal k den plang ka2lad ko un nga lang nd tau pinalad na mgkakilala ng mas maaga at mas personal, edi sana 2 na taung bangag , buti nlng my abitot na pangkonekta steng 2. ayii. (saksakan xa?) ang weird mu nga para mu’ng cnbe na ung manok naging itlog (dhil nga 8pounds ka pero maliit k nung lumake ka. ) o sdjang adek ka lang tlga? haha. palipat lipat dn kmeee. nkakapagod nga mnsan tloi auko sumama kso ako lang mg1 kaklungkot wla ako kausap  pero ok lang.. kundi ako sumama edi sna hnd kita kchat ngaun dba?
zinc: haha.. oo nga naman.. biruin mo iba tlga si god gumawa ng kapalaran para sa bawat isa.. sa dami rami ng tao sa mundo nagkakilala tayo dahil kay abi at nagkachat tayo ng ganito dahil nakita mo ako sa featured friend nya sa fs at ngcomment ka saken at nung araw na un natuwa ako kase gusto ko tlga makipagkaibigan nuon.. ayun di naman ako nagsisi kasi katulad kong bangag ang nakilala ko.. haha.. kahit mendiola ang layo mo saken nagkalapit parin dahil kay abitot.. haha..
shiela lemla: haha.. ang pagkaka alm ko ng msg ka saken sa fs.  haha. at ngteks sken c abitot nun na un nga ngmsg ka daw skn. nung una. hnd tlga ko ng eentertain ng d ko kilala (tarai?) hnde. ganun tlga ko. (suplda?) hnde dn gnun nga ako.. kuleth ko.  aun, pero sabe nmn ni abitot prend ka nea.. ang prend nea prend ko den.
zinc: oo ngmsg ako dhil palakaibigan ako.. kasi nga naniniwala ako na ang prend ng prend mo ay dapat magkakilala para barkada.. xD ayos nga eh.. buo pa ung name mo.. kakatuwa.. haha.. atlis sa dame rame ng prend ng prend ko ikaw ung unang naging prend ko na prend ng prend ko.. ang daming prend nahihilo ako sa mga prend.. haha.. feeling ko trend na..
shiela lemla: wag ka aalis my ngppDL lang .  teka magrrply ako pangako.
zinc: sige hindi ko naman kayang mawala sa piling mo eh..  cge lang dl mo lang.. pinalitan ko na ung name mo.. minask ko para hindi halata..
shiela lemla: pwede na ba ko bumalik ?
shiela lemla:
shiela lemla: mei ngpprint pa . ang dme. hehe..
zinc: hahaha.. pwedeng pwede kahit ilang beses ka maglabas pasok sakin..
shiela lemla: hahha..
zinc: pde nang businesswomen..
shiela lemla:  teka rreplyan ko ung msg mo.. knina
zinc: cge cge..
shiela lemla: zincronizeallbad: oo ngmsg ako dhil palakaibigan ako.. kasi nga naniniwala ako na ang prend ng prend mo ay dapat magkakilala para barkada.. xD ayos nga eh.. buo pa ung name mo.. kakatuwa.. haha.. atlis sa dame rame ng prend ng prend ko ikaw ung unang naging prend ko na prend ng prend ko.. ang daming prend nahihilo ako sa mga prend.. haha.. feeling ko trend na..
shiela lemla: ulitin ko nga. hahh
zinc: hahaha…
shiela lemla: uhmm. ayan nwili ka sa prend bsta oo prend na tau. sa panaginip sa lhat ok ? prend pautang  joke lang.
zinc: haha.. tlga prend na tlga tau? hehe.. sige prend na tau bka bawiin mo pa eh.. haha.. utang? dba sabi nila ang magkakaibigan ngsasama sa parati sa mga pangyayari sa buhay.. kaya sasamahan kita na walang pera.. xD hahaha..
shiela lemla: ocge na nga.. sma ka na den saken kpag pumnaw ako? haha! wag wag ako nlng pla.  dhil prend kita gsto ko mbuhai ka pa ng mas mtgal .
zinc: haha.. dba nga sabi ko di ko kaya mawalay sayo.. sabayan nlang kita.. hahaha..  basta kapg kakaen ka wag mo ako kalimutan..
shiela lemla: oo bsta kpag kkaen ka den ha.. sa fiesta o kya bdyan msya cguro kpag taung 2 mgkamsa: hahaha.. dbale magkarugtong naman bituka naten eh.. kya kapag kumaen ako sa fiestahan sigurado mabubugsog ka din ng onti.. haha.. sa bdyan nman hindi ako kumakaen.. mas gusto ko manuod ng mga palaro.. haha.. (pambatang bday un ah..) wahaha..
shiela lemla: haha. ang choosy mo ha. ako khet san bsta kkainan at hnd nakakalason ok lang sken.
zinc: haha.. hindi naman sa choosy.. mahiyain lang ako.. bka malaman lang ng madame na malakas ako kumaen.. hahaha.. sa fiesta hindi kasi halata.. hahaha..
zinc: ayw ko kya ung masyadong machoosy..
shiela lemla:  ocge na nga. ayaw mu mgpatalo e. mabaet nmn ako ee.
zinc: hahaha.. parehas kaya tau panalo.. haha.. mabaet ka na din.. kasi mabaet din ako.. harhar.. ano pinaka ayaw mo?
shiela lemla: ang mwalai sa piling mo .
zinc: parehas parin tau.. hahaha..
shiela lemla: ocgecge.
zinc:  haha..
zinc: ung part 2 nang kwento mo di mo pa napupublish..
shiela lemla: oo nga pla..
shiela lemla: teka nsn stage n ba ko?
shiela lemla:
zinc: haha.. elementary ata..
shiela lemla: interesado ka ha.. ggwan mo b ko ng buk?
shiela lemla: ocge elemntary na..
zinc: hahaha.. post ko tong usapan natin sa blog ko..
zinc: xD
shiela lemla:  nkkhya ah.
shiela lemla: teka.
shiela lemla: eto na ung sa elemntary ko..
zinc: haha.. ngeon kpa nahiya huh.. xD
shiela lemla:
shiela lemla: game na nga..
shiela lemla: ayan my duating na asungot.  inuuto nnmn ako. ng papauto nmn ako. tsk  game (laro2? haha!) eto na..
zinc: haha.. excited na ako..
zinc: hahaha..
zinc:  mukang talata ah..
shiela lemla: elemntary ako.. ai teka pag nurseryhin mu nmn ako.. d nmn ako accelerated noh d ako mtalino.. yan sa chinese skool ako nun, d ko la m npadpad ako dun.tpos npgtanto ko d ako intsik. (nynynyee. hahaha) nanai ko kse ee. mei nllmn png gnun, tpos aun. (tekaaa my asungot tlga) antgal ko tloi mgrply. hahah, o yan n nsn n nga.. uhm sa holy child catholic skool ako ng aral pang banal d ako bgai dun. haha dun aku graduate hanggang hs. sa sobrang tmad ko ceu lang ung inexman ko nun hahha kya un dun aku npadpad tpos antnga ko pa ang pag kbsa ko sa chinek ko e. “mangement lang” un pla mangmnt accounting, yan nalintikan ako. hahha yan d ko na inicip ng ng aral araln nlng ako kunyre.  mmya ung part 3. halukayin ko pa utak ko.. haha
zinc: hahaha.. talata nga.. xD
shiela lemla:  aus ba ?
shiela lemla: pantanga lang noh?
shiela lemla: tgal ko pa mgrply.
zinc: haha.. busy ka ata eh..  bilis ng oras no.. di ko akalain malapit na ako pumasok.. haha..
shiela lemla: ai oo nga pla.
shiela lemla: anung oras?
shiela lemla: antgal pla kita kchat.
zinc: haha.. 3-4 hrs na.. biruin mo di ka nagsawa na kachat ako.. hahaha..
shiela lemla: haha. ako den d k den ngswa akalain mo un.. ang daldal ko lumabs.
zinc: haha.. dba sabi ko d ko kayang mawalay sayo.. kya sasamahan kita.. xD mamaya sa isip naman kita kapag ppsok na ako..
shiela lemla: ocge n nga.. haha. ippakilala kita sknea. ssbhn ko kabngag kita .  ang alam nga nun nan liligaw ako sa babae e. (anlau ng sagot ko) haha
zinc: hahaha.. natawa ako dun ah..
shiela lemla: hahahh..
zinc: hahaha..  pano na kaibigan.. 6:45 na.. dahil sa mabait akong kaibigan, kaklase, anak, tao, parte ng bayan, at nilalang kailangan ko nang magluto ng kakainin namin at babaunin ko.. mapprepare na din ako pra mkapasok..  baet ko ba? haha.. napipilitan kasi walang gagawa.. haha.. tee cee na lang.. post ko pala to sa blog ko.. wahaha.. later ko na post..
zinc: www.henshikenzinc.wordpress.com blog ko.. wala lang baka maisipan mo bisitahin.. haha.. at magbasa ng walang kwentang naisip ko nung unang panahon..
shiela lemla:  haha. ocge na nga. bbshn ko pra ndn ako ng lbas ng libro. paalm kaibgang tgalai.  paaaaaaaalm.
zinc: namaalam ka agad.. di pa ako out.. haha.. luto lang ako.. afk kung bga.. haha..
shiela lemla is typing a message.
shiela lemla: gnun dn un. wla ka na sa piling ko.
zinc: haha.. lagi kang nasa piling ko dahil ikaw ang laman ng puso’t isip ko.. kahit san man ako naruroon.. ikaw lang ang..
zinc:
shiela lemla: ocge na nga mgluto ka na.. ngugutom nnmn akoooo.
shiela lemla: **pag uwe ko.. kkain lang ako mambubulabog na ko ulet mgvvideoke ako sma ka? haha
zinc: sige kaw na muna.. jan lang naman ako sa tabi tabi eh.. hehe.. ingat ka sa paguwe mo.. gtg na nga.. gamit si mama..

After the conversation, I headed at the office 3mins ahead before my time. Thanks to my walking ability. lol

Right at my duty.

A lot of things happen this two days.. like what I’ve said in my last post, I am at night shift schedule in my job. Well being at night shift is quite interesting and a lot of things I can do without the bosses. lol.

First thing, there is no busy hours just looking straight at my monitor and thinking what will I do next. Of course I do a lot of things where is beyond my duty. Hehe. I’m a little bit clever to post what I’ve done in my duty hours, let me tell you what can you do at 1:00AM – 5:00AM? There will be no person who will call and seek for a technical support regarding their dial-up connection or having a problem sending their e-mails else if one of the hosting have been experiencing a problem. Well that scenario in some of time but not always. lol. So what did I do all this hours? Nothing to hide.. I’ve watched movies, anime, jdoramas and read a lot of manga. What have I finished? Well, I finished reading the Ichigo 100% with a 167 Chapter, I’ve watched the first 4 Episode of Q.E.D. (45mins each episode), read a lot of article at H!O – Hello! Online and updated my profile in friendster and last of it I’ve posted a blog here. :3 Well while I’m writing this post, one of the hosting is down. Checking this issue will take an half of hour before contacting the client. I hope this host will be up in a minute, but they are unreachable state. lol. Time to do my job. ;3

Along this day..

It’s take time for me to post here at blog it’s almost a week before I post a new one. Right now I’ve got different things in my mind that happened this past few days. First was the happenings in my work place, second happenings at Anime Expo LA, third our love bird pet that suffers a horrible life. There’s a lot more but those three was the most interesting thing that happened for me.

I’ve got my new schedule for this two weeks ahead, I am at night shift. I wonder what will I do if there is no job to be done. (^.^;)3 Actually I’m planning to play a psp game entitled “Valhala Knights”. This is a old good one, lot of people already finished this game for how many time in a week. But for me it’s first time so I wonder how many hours will I take to beat this game without walkthrough. (?_?) I have’nt yet told that only of me and another co-worker will be in the night shift. This will be a marathon of watching through YouTube. Hahaha.

Well about the Anime Expo at LA. I am not interested at all for the games preview in that expo, all I want to know is the Morning Musume participation and those new Japanese Anime at Costplayer that will participate in expo. But among them that I’m eagerly want to watch was how to perform the Morning Musume. Sorry for me because I’m not in LA. ( _ _ Hehehe. I’m a little bit jelous from american wotas that gathered in expo to see the Momuso. I hope I can watch all the happening in expo.

Well the mos intriguing thing was our pet. We’ve got a pair of three of love birds, and one of the pair was the most pair that produces a lot. They got a three sibling of cute little birds that we are watching but suddenly when one of the bird jumps from their cage. I don’t know why that bird do that but right now I know why did the bird do that. We discovered that the mother bird killed the other two, and she’s trying to kill the other one who survive. After taking care for one day, my father decided to bring the bird back into the cage. Well my father thought that nothing will happen but after a day, the last cute bird died because of injury. The birds head has a hole enough evidence that it cames from the beak of another bird and also we saw that the mother bird has a blood on her beak. Sorry for them maybe this is their life cycle. All of the living will meet their end at the right time. Maybe this is the right time for those bird.

Right now I’m looking for a good things that will happen tommorow. Someday I will meet the member of Momuso. Haha.